Going from repetitive bangs to on/off

Hello,

i am working on a project right now, which is a grid (matrix ctrl) that transfers to a series of bangs. The grid is an interface which will let me control a series of motors in a physical setup (probably gonna use a raspberry pi to communicate between max and the motors). I want the bangs to transfer to an on/off state, so i can control metronomes or some other loops while the corresponding cell in the matrixctrl is active.

I thought about using a bucket maybe? Idk what could work, just putting a toggle causes issues because the toggle keeps turning on and off at every bang.

Here is the patch. I don't think the presets are necessary to solve this problem, but here is one of them if you want to experiment in a coll object.

1, 0 0 1 1 0 1 2 0 1 3 0 1 4 0 1 0 1 1 1 1 0 2 1 0 3 1 0 4 1 1 0 2 1 1 2 0 2 2 0 3 2 0 4 2 1 0 3 1 1 3 0 2 3 0 3 3 0 4 3 1 0 4 1 1 4 1 2 4 1 3 4 1 4 4 1;

Each cell corresponds to 3 values: x, y, on/off. The x and y coordinates start at 0. The grid starts in the top left corner, so it goes left to right and up to down.