max to me is totally impenetrable, its like a thousand mile thick wall that im bashing a toothpick into. i cant really get past regurgitating what the inbuilt tutorials give you, i dont have the knowledge of what objects to use for an idea for a patch if im starting with a blank canvas. nothing stays in my head, i do the tutorials and its like... then what? i dont know how to expand on it, or even if i should expand on it cause i didnt come up with it in the first place
watching youtube tutorials dont help too, cause im literally just copying what they do and nothing is being LEARNT
ne1 else felt similar? how to overcome this obstacle that faces me?